Day 30 - Just Kiss HimJust kiss himDay 30 - Just Kiss Him by ShadowmoonXBlackfire
"F-Frozen!" I laughed loudly, hugging my pale arms around me tighter. Soul had just asked me if I was cold after all of us had to move inside since the power turned back on.
"Oh? Here, I'm not cold anyway" Soul shrugged, taking his jacket off at the same time. I blushed a dark crimson when he wrapped it around my body, and we both sat down on the bar stools.
"Thanks Soul" I smirked, nuzzling the side of his neck. I felt his body stiffen at me, and I couldn't help but smile a bit at that.
"Why didn't you bring your jacket anyway Kiddo, I thought you knew it was going to be cold" Soul snickered when I pulled away, ruffling my hair gently.
Soul growled darkly, and I suddenly found myself in his arms, his arms hugging me tightly into his chest as the blue haired assassin charged a few metres away from us.
"Look above you~" Black Star grinned, his finger directly above him. I looked up, and with a burning blush sprayed all over my face and neck, I saw mis
day 29 - IgnoranceDay 29 -Ignoranceday 29 - Ignorance by ShadowmoonXBlackfire
"Gay freak, how could you love me? " Soul roared at me, his eyes glowing with anger "You weirdo!"
"AH!" I gasped, shooting upwards into a sitting position. My black hair was all spiked up from the annual night terrors that rocked through my mind every time I was asleep.
I gripped my black locks in my hair and rested my chin on my knees, taking deep breaths to steady myself. I checked the red clock for the time and saw that it had been only twenty five minutes ago from when I woke up from another night terror.
"It's no use " I sighed to myself, looking up at the cream ceiling "I won't be able to sleep, even if this was only a very small dream "
The one I had last night was horrible. It was a dream, where Soul yelled at me and abused me for saying that I was in love with him
Well, the second part was true.
I did love Soul, but he didn't know now I was to tell him.
Though, I had been ignoring Soul for the past
Day 28 - Come Back...Day 28 - Come backDay 28 - Come Back... by ShadowmoonXBlackfire
I hugged the pillow tighter into my chest, feeling the oncoming waves of loneliness and regret coming to hit me again.
He was gone Gone to some war my father never let me join in on Soul was gone. I had hardly even said- no, I wasn't even there
I wasn't even notified! Father just left with them all! Why I wasn't allowed to go, it was because on a previous mission I had been consumed by the madness again
And I felt like it was coming back.
It was gnawing at my brain like a mosquito buzzing by your ear. If only Soul was here He would have been able to get rid of it!
I had always been so calm around him He made me feel calm at the most anyway; he was always a welcomed presence.
I squeezed my eyes shut as tears poured down my cheeks, making me hiccup and whimper into the pillow I was constricting into my chest.
A month and not a single word or letter had been spoken or sent Marie was supervising me, and she tr
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